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It's true. Unless you have been through it, people just don't get what it's like to get OUT of it. I seriously have these moments ALL. THE. TIME. now, where I'm like...

I can just buy myself clothes now? Whenever I want? I can just be friends with WHOEVER I want?! I can just go wherever I want? I can just have relationships with new people without someone smear campaigning me behind my back? They can just get to know me for me? I can just BE me?! Like, seriously?! I can write a book, have a career, be successful? I can make friends? (I have sooo many friends now, it's amazing, the isolation was so hard.) I can buy whatever dang car I LIKE? I can express myself and dress and do my makeup and my hair and whatever however I want??? I can enjoy my appearance? I can just BE HAPPY?! I can be me OUT LOUD?? I can shine brightly? I can be proud of myself and my accomplishments?

Ya'll. This is so cool.

Don't get me wrong, it's been a hard road getting here. I don't want to minimize the hell I have walked through. That will all be in the book though. And I don't want to focus on it in my daily life in any way anymore. I want to focus on these little and big moments of amazing JOY!

I can go get a tattoo? Or whatever danged thing I want?! Yo...

If you need me, I'll be off BUILDing the new.

Peace and Love.

PS don't forget, coming soon...

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