Treading Water

Since the beginning of February I've basically been treading water. Paralyzed in my efforts. 

This is a pattern for me, has been for years. I get to the last leg of this race and I choke.

I have no idea why.

I'm pondering that today.

Yes, I want to reach my goals.

Yes, I believe I can reach my goals.

So, what's stopping me?


But why?

Sorry for the rambling, just sharing my thoughts.