Treading Water

Since the beginning of February I've basically been treading water. Paralyzed in my efforts. 


This is a pattern for me, has been for years. I get to the last leg of this race and I choke.


I have no idea why.


I'm pondering that today.


Yes, I want to reach my goals.


Yes, I believe I can reach my goals.


So, what's stopping me?


Me.


But why?


Sorry for the rambling, just sharing my thoughts.